La Libertine

Archive for August 2010

When you’re always in joke mode, how do you expect me to take anything you say seriously? How do you expect me to be able to tell the difference?

Yes, I get it that compromise is a big part of any relationship. But this kind of compromise (i.e. my mental wellbeing) isn’t in proportion to the kind of relationship we have.

I hope that one day you’ll understand that I’m not the sort of person who works hard at relationships. If things get too complicated or too difficult, I bolt. You can call me flaky or fickle minded but I don’t owe you anything.

I’m also a very sensitive person. You knew that the first day you met me. And to tell the truth, it’s also one of the reasons you like me. But you cannot be unfair; you have to take the good with the horrible. I’m not asking for the moon or Neptune, I just wish that you could be more tactful with the way you speak to me. Taking a minute to think through what you say isn’t a crime.

And this is why I’m alone.


My exam results will be posted online. Why I am extra scared is because I’ve already failed once.

Blame my shitty time management, blame having to juggle different commitments, whatever. The fact is, that was a year that I could never get back and cost at least $8k.

If I pass this year, it would validate the failure that was 2009. Although most people encouraged me not to look at it as one.

There are so many things I want to accomplish and do in life, and although graduating isn’t one of them per se, I definitely have to do it to (as so many people say) open doors.

So I’m keeping my fingers crossed and my mind braced for the impact.

I’m Here

Posted on: August 22, 2010

Hello friends, and welcome to my blog. Most of my posts will be about what pisses me off in life (I’m an angry little girl), ideals I still hold and have to defend every day, and maybe a photo (or more).

If you like to eat, to laugh and to just plain fuck around, I’m sure you’d like it here.

And if you don’t, well… you must be my trust law professor. Cos he’s one hell of a douche.

See you soon!


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